The emotion tide had just passed. But it's soon to return yet again. There's so much to say but I guess it's true that "they pile up and are cemented beneath"...
I'm trying to keep everything inside and not bother others with my problems but sometimes, I fail to do so and I really don't want to be seen as someone who is weak and crack under all these pressure. Recently, I told my interviewer that my ambition is fueled by my desire to push myself to my limits and see what I can achieve and how I would react under critical stress...but do I really want that?
